Lost spirit

Huft guys i don't know why i feel lonely,and i think write somethink here can make me better...

Its 11.30 pm now on 10th 3mey 2011,i feel very cold,i think that because someone left from my live,

i don't know what must i do to make me feel better,just she that always make me feel better,and now she is gone.

And now 11.37pm i can't sleep because i miss her very much,i don't know who will read this fucking note,and who will belive that i wrote...so what if no one belive this note,i just want cry,sure but i can't,i can't cry i don't know why but every i cry she come to my mind and wiping my tears than she hug me,i know if that is imagination,but sure isn't me that make it,i guest that is something like id,ego,superego ,maybe it's wrong because i'm not a psycholog

but after that imagination (in real) i'm crying,crying because i don't have someone beside me to suport me again.
Limp that i felt after i see she just on my mind

confuse and i don't know what must i do on this condition,that i know just imagine she again,and i will feel better(i know that me who make that imagination).
I know if i imagine she after that i will felt hurt,but i think that's the way,the way to end this day!and tomorow i must go to school!
So this day is over
12.02am